Today I’m going to start with this on point thought:
“Good people are rarely suspicious: they cannot imagine others doing the things they themselves are incapable of doing; usually they accept the undramatic solution as the correct one, and let matters rest there. Then too, the normal are inclined to visualize the “bad people” as one who’s as monstrous in appearance as he is in mind, which is about as far from the truth as one could well get…These monsters of real life usually looked and behaved in a more normal manner than their actually normal brothers and sisters; they presented a more convincing picture of virtue than virtue presented of itself — just as the wax rosebud or the plastic peach seemed more perfect to the eye, more what the mind thought a rosebud or a peach should be, than the imperfect original from which it had been modeled.”
–William March, The Bad Seed, quoted in Robert Hare, Without Conscience
Today I found out what really happened with my blog, and I’m sad to say that it was a seed of human malice! Oh, the element of surprise when something like this happens! I seriously am surprised because I believe in seeing only good qualities in people but when something like this happens, the disappointment begins! I have tried to ignore it but I just can’t! I have tried to keep my dignity intact by not letting rude behavior provoke me into a tantrum of my own, but I can’t! I know people have their own problems and sometimes, something triggers them to do bad things to others, but I’m right here!! I’m right here for you, to just TALK TO ME!!! Don’t go around deleting someone’s blog dude, it’s not cool! I seriously can not understand how people can treat others like that! It’s hard not to take it personally because this is my baby!!! You need to understand that!! I have worked so hard for this, and for someone to just make up their mind and ruin something so precious to you, is just pure malice don’t you think? I know that malice is hard word to use but I can’t find any other word to describe this one out! Think before you do something bad to other person, there are always consequences for your actions.
And a kind word for you, you know exactly who you are: start looking at yourself from an outside perspective and remind yourself of all the unique and beautiful qualities you possess and have the ability to share with the world. Share your talent in the right way, not the wrong one!
All my love, Anastasija